Leadership & Renewal

Insights on leading with resilience, reflection, and renewal — drawn from real journeys of transformation.

  • A Pause With Purpose

    – It’s not a goodbye. See you here again soon!

    WHY I WROTE; AND WHY I AM PAUSING

    This is the eighteenth edition of The Faith-Conscious Leader.

    I began this newsletter dreaming of some vague end. (“Let me get to 52 weeks first!”)

    I did start with why.

    Earlier this year, I emerged from a medical tribulation that slowed me down physically and inwardly. Reclamation (read: recovery) has a way of stripping away urgency and excess. What provoked me was a recurring question:

    How do we lead, work and decide while remaining anchored in faith across everyday professional life?

    This newsletter became a place for me to explore that question in public. I wrote as a learning practitioner reflecting in real time, shaped by coaching conversations, lived experiences and ongoing self-examination.

    Writing weekly required steadiness, consistency, not to mention consumption of time! It required showing up with sincerity even when clarity was still forming. Over time, the writing became a discipline of attention and intention. Alhamdulillah (all praise and thanks be to Allah).

    This final edition before a pause is a moment of stocktaking.

    THE ARC OF THE JOURNEY

    Looking back, these eighteen editions followed a progression that only became clear in hindsight.

    The early editions focused on orientation.

    I began by reflecting on leadership of the heart, identity and inner coherence. I explored how productivity systems, strategic language and professional frameworks influence behaviour and decision-making. Several editions examined how secular assumptions surreptitiously shape how we work, measure success and define effectiveness.

    I deliberately went into application.

    I explored faith-conscious productivity, bureaucratic realities, mission-driven strategy and leadership under pressure. I reflected on adversity through prophetic examples and personal experience, focusing on resilience, realism and responsibility.

    The focus toggled outward-inward.

    Several editions centred on stillness, emotional intelligence, renewal and purification of the heart. These reflections were grounded in conversations with leaders, community dialogues and personal struggle. They examined how emotional maturity shapes leadership presence and judgment.

    The more recent editions moved assuredly into practice and structure.

    Stocktaking (muhasabah) was introduced as an inward leadership discipline. The Business Model Canvas was revisited through a faith-conscious perspective. Paradigm shifting was explored as a prerequisite for renewal. Most recently, Anchored Goals translated inner clarity into a one-year planning structure grounded in roles, focus and steady review.

    That most recent edition forms an important part of this journey. It connected renewal of the heart with practical goal-setting and showed how clarity can be sustained across twelve months through simple, repeatable practices.

    Taken together, the editions traced a movement:

    • awareness
    • responsibility
    • reflection
    • renewal
    • structure

    This sequence reflects how change unfolds in real leadership life.

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  • Before New Goals, a New Paradigm: Renewal Begins in the Heart

    – How muhasabah (self-examination, stocktaking) helps leaders uncover self-limiting patterns and renew direction for the year ahead

    WHY RENEWAL REQUIRES A PARADIGM SHIFT

    It is December. As the year draws to a close, or when the new year has set in, many leaders reflect on goals, plans and targets for the year ahead. We review strategies, budgets and calendars. Yet I don’t recommend renewal to begin with plans alone.

    It should begin with a paradigm shift!

    The word paradigm is commonly used in leadership and strategy. It refers to an assumption, mindset or perception about yourself, someone else or a situation. It is the mental model through which we see the world. A paradigm shapes what we notice, how we interpret events and what we believe is possible.

    “…Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is within themselves…” — Qur’an 13:11

    In my work as a CEO coach, I’ve observed that when leaders struggle to create results, they think the issue is lack of skill or effort. But then, the skills and knowledge they already have, are they really using them? Their efforts, how sincere are they about them?

    What I see as the issue is a paradigm unconsciously holding them where they are.

    And that paradigm does not live in spreadsheets or frameworks. It lives in the heart.

    WHAT DO WE MEAN BY “HEART”?

    When we speak about heart here, we do not necessarily mean the physical organ pumping the seen red blood, although an “overhaul” through my triple bypass surgery early this year did help! But then, beyond just being a pump, scientific research and physiological evidence suggest the heart plays an active role in mental and emotional processes.

    In this article, we use heart to signify the inner centre of perception, intention and meaning. It is the “place” where beliefs settle. The place where fear, hope, trust and hesitation reside.

    In the Islamic tradition, the heart (qalb) is central in the conception of the soul, not just an emotional organ but the pivot of consciousness and moral orientation. It is where understanding truly happens. It is also where distortions quietly form if left unexamined.

    The Prophet ﷺ said:

    “Indeed, in the body there is a piece of flesh. If it is sound, the whole body is sound. If it is corrupted, the whole body is corrupted. Truly, it is the heart.” — Hadith

    This is why renewal for a new year must involve the heart. Without inner clarity, outer change becomes temporary or exhausting.

    THE ROLE OF MUHASABAH IN PARADIGM SHIFTING

    Muhasabah, or stocktaking, is the practice of honest self-examination. It includes truthful observation of pride (kibr), self-aggrandizement (ujub) or ostentation (riak), yet also without self-attack, guilt or shame.

    It allows us to surface what is already shaping our actions, especially the patterns we have normalised.

    For renewal to be real, muhasabah must go deeper than reviewing outcomes. It must address the question beneath performance:

    CORE QUESTION: How do I limit myself and how can I stop?

    If you can’t view the video above, click here.

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  • IQ → EQ → EI – Emotional Intelligence Through the Prophetic Lens

    – How inner awareness and heart purification shape leadership with excellence, fairness and compassion

    PROPHETIC MODEL OF EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE

    Leadership with ihsan (excellence) calls us to lead with beauty of conduct, fairness and compassion. It is outer excellence grounded in inner clarity. Technical skills help leaders perform, but with tension or uncertainty, what sustains leadership is emotional steadiness.

    Emotional intelligence has become a central idea in modern leadership. Yet long before it was labelled, Prophet Muhammad ﷺ lived its highest form.

    Recently I viewed a meaningful conversation on The Barakah Effect Podcast, hosted by Faisal Abdul Latif and his team, featuring guest Muhammad Javed, author of the book Nurturing Emotional Intelligence: The Prophetic Path to Inner Harmony and Personal Growth.

    Javed describes emotional intelligence (I use the acronym EI here) as about controlling one’s feelings and emotions, placing them in the driver’s seat of decision-making and behaviour, rather than being controlled by them. It encompasses internal factors like self-awareness, self-regulation, and self-motivation, as well as external factors such as social skills and empathy.

    What modern psychology teaches about EI is valuable. What our prophetic tradition teaches goes deeper.

    The video excerpt below from the podcast episode exemplifies the heart of prophetic EI:

    (If you can’t view the video above, click here.)

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  • Faith-Conscious Resilience: Lessons from an IRONMAN Journey

    – How sabr, ikhtiar and tawakkul shape endurance in life and leadership

    🏊‍♂️ A TALE OF TWO RACES 🚴‍♂️ 🏃

    The IRONMAN Malaysia in Langkawi is one of the world’s toughest endurance events: a 3.8km swim, a 180km bicycle ride and a full 42.2km marathon, all in tropical heat (or rain!) and humidity.

    My son-in-law, Rizal Khalid completed not one, but two full IRONMAN races: first in 2022 and again this month in 2025. Both times, his journey became for me a living lesson in faith-conscious resilience.

    Enjoy the video of his recent feat:

    (If you can’t view the video above, click here.)

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  • Leadership in Adversity: Lessons That Endure (Part 2)

    – Continuing reflections on prophetic resilience and modern leadership through hardship

    ..CONTINUED

    In Part 1 we looked at the first three of the seven lessons extracted from Chapter 12 on adversity from the book Prophet Muhammad ﷺ – The Hallmark of Leadership by Dr. Azman Hussin, Dr. Rozhan Othman and Dr. Tareq Al-Suwaidan.

    These were just the seven lessons I saw from the chapter. For more lessons from the rest of the book, I recommend you read the whole book to get an even wider perspective.

    For now, we finish with remaining lessons ⓸ to ⓻.

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  • Jumping and jumping again

    Final sunset on 2nd November 2025 before flying home.

    With my jumping, to celebrate son-in-law Rizal Khalid who finished IRONMAN Langkawi for the second time.

    He couldn’t escape a bit of drama this round, too, though different from the first IRONMAN in 2022.

    How can one not be inspired by the man? Steel and iron, spirit and grit.

    For me, the sunset felt beautiful. The jumping felt alive. The celebrating felt joyous… and grateful. Alhamdulillah.

    After witnessing resilience, we rise again, in our own way, in our own rhythm.

  • Between Noise and Stillness: Faith-Conscious Clarity in a Distracted World

    – How silence and reflection restore focus in noisy leadership

    THE MORNING QUIETNESS

    In this edition, I begin with a sunrise, the serenity of morning quietness at a beach in Besut, Terengganu in 2022, recorded just after Fajr/Subuh (Break of dawn).

    (If you can’t view the video above, click here.)

    That early stillness carries a spiritual rhythm. It is the pause before my day’s activities, the space before my mind fills with noise. Remembering the beach sunrise, it is a moment when heart meets horizon.

    Modern life rarely allows that silence. Actually as leaders, we need it a lot. The ability to pause, listen inwardly and find clarity amid noise is a difficult leadership discipline.

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  • Leadership in Adversity: Lessons That Endure (Part 1)

    – Learning from the Prophet ﷺ and from our own journeys through challenge

    THE PROPHET ﷺ AS THE HALLMARK OF LEADERSHIP

    I chose Leadership in Adversity as this week’s article because this year had me face four months of adversity, i.e. my sickness, before I got out of it. View video excerpt below from The Bypass Files:

    (If you can’t view the video above, click here.)

    Then I wanted to check how our Prophet ﷺ dealt with adversity.

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  • Rewire, Refire, Renew: The HEART of Leadership

    – From Setbacks to Sustainability Through Inner Mastery

    LEARNING FROM SUFFERING

    Leaders need to drive results, but how do they sustain? Without renewal, even the most talented leaders run out of clarity, resilience and purpose.

    I experienced this truth first-hand through my (urgh…, major!) bypass surgery earlier this year. What seemed like a setback became a framework for rethinking leadership. Out of that personal journey, I shaped the HEART Framework, a way to build resilience, patience and clarity through inner mastery, which I offer as also applicable in the organisational setting.

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